you are the rock of my salvation;
my comforter and friend,
my pillar of strength.
for you are my LORD GOD almighty!
yes and AMEN
Sunday, August 26, 2007
God is God by Steven Curtis Chapman
And the pain falls like a curtain On the things I once called certain And I have to say the words I fear the most I just dont know And the questions without answers Come and paralyze the dancer So I stand here on the stage afraid to move Afraid to fall, oh, but fall I must On this truth that my life has been formed from the dust CHORUS God is God and I am not I can only see a part of the picture Hes painting God is God and I am man So Ill never understand it all For only God is God And the sky begins to thunder And Im filled with awe and wonder Til the only burning question that remains Is who am I Can I form a single mountain Take the stars in hand and count them Can I even take a breath without God giving it to me He is first and last before all that has been Beyond all that will pass CHORUS Oh, how great are the riches of His wisdom and knowledge How unsearchable for to Him and through Him and from Him are all things So let us worship before the throne Of the One who is worthy of worship alone CHORUS
for some reason this songs is really reassuring. the fact that God is God, the fact that I don't have the weight of the world on my shoulders. that i'm just me that is sinful, limited and full of inability. that i'm not the one that has to figure out this world. and truly, the wonder and awe of God being God. and sometimes i just have to ask "why is it so difficult for the world to believe in God?".
maybe because the answer is too simple. maybe we like to complicate our lives.
after 2 weeks of school, i really wonder how can i cope... schwork, ministry, r/s with pple etc etc. i wonder how much can i take. and i wonder why i can't drop some of my load. and i come before God and confess that i can't take it anymore. that i'm tired and that i'm just not capable of doing certain things. I'm not even capable of loving. and maybe.... i'm even losing sight of the goal.
maybe i'm just not hearing God too well, maybe i just dunno what He wants. Part of me doesn't know what i'm doing with my life. and life isn't all about doing.
God, i need time with You.
holding on to you.
1:14 AM
faith . 22 . loves God
i'll be a witness in the silences when words are not enough
Prayer requests:
Family to be saved
Revival in Japan
Every tongue, every tribe, every people, every nation to come to know Jesus
