you are the rock of my salvation;
my comforter and friend,
my pillar of strength.
for you are my LORD GOD almighty!
yes and AMEN
Saturday, March 10, 2007
whaha... haven't blogged for so long.. wanted to at cny and later during midterms but yar lah.. no volition.. so briefly:
cny was filled of relatives asking abt everything blah blah.. trying to marry me off.. introduce guys.. hello... i'm like how old???? hahah.. and yar.. orchid planting during cny!!! did i mention.. i love flowers.. totemo suki :D hee
after tt came my b'day and midterms.. lets just say it was a nightmare.. too much work.. on my b'day..haha.. spent doing more work.. thanks to the many many pple who really made my day by remembering my b'day!!!
honestly i feel overwhelmed by everthing, it's the first time in a long long while i really wanted to break down.. i think i have too much on my hands... girl ah girl.. u need to learn how to say "NO" ... but for some reason it's hard... gail gave me a bk.. reading now.. it's suppose to help me.. it's like on boundaries.. for some reason i can't get myself to move on in tt chapter.. cowardice i suppose...
argued wid andy the other day..haiz.. more emotional stress sia... Lord help me and sustain me... i've never felt so weak.. i've never been so tired.. i've never been so stress.. and yar.. my grades dun look too gd at the moment too.. .everything is like collapsing on me.. and i try to smile go crazy do stupid things.. it's not working.. pple can see tt i'm collapsing under stress.. it's starting to worry pple.. i dun wanna worry pple.. i wanna be happy and filled with God's peace and joy.. right now i feel like i really don't have the strength..
and it's now i realise.. i dunno where all my support is.. my fren's are in uk or medicine.. i hardly see them.. and because i'm not constantly in contact i'm not growing as much.. and now tt i'm in trouble and i really need prayer and stuff... haiz.. i need to get my life in order.
Lord i need You more than ever and i'm thankful that God's presence has been surrounding me so thickly... He is my providence for each day.. i can move on in His strength
JESUS, BE THE CENTRE
Jesus, be the centre be my source be my light, Jesus
Jesus, be the centre be my hope be my song, Jesus
Be the fire in my heart be the wind in these sails Be the reason that I live, Jesus, Jesus
Jesus, be my vision be my path be my guide, Jesus
主の慈しみは決して絶えない。主の憐れみは決して尽きない。
found a Japanese bible online..haha.. hope what i copied is correct.. hee
holding on to you.
2:42 AM
faith . 22 . loves God
i'll be a witness in the silences when words are not enough
Prayer requests:
Family to be saved
Revival in Japan
Every tongue, every tribe, every people, every nation to come to know Jesus
