Saturday, September 30, 2006
today was e-service. thank God drama went smoothly.. was great!! heard 2 songs tt were sang today. the first one is 'When God Ran' set in the scene of the prodigal son, where the son actually took his dad's money and left. he squandered everything and realising he had nothing, went back. Guess what!! well, his dad actually welcomed him back! so this song really talks abt the love of God and the forgiving God tt He is. It's really beautiful...
When God Ran
Almighty God, the great I am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome Lord
Victorious Warrior, commanding King of Kings
Mighty Conqueror, and the only time
The only time I ever saw Him run
is when He ran to me, took me in His arms
held my head to His chest, said "my son's come home again"
looked at my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
with forgiveness in His voice he said "son, do you know I still love you?"
it caught me by surprise, brought me to my knees when God ran
the day I left home, I knew I had broken His heart
I wondered then if things could ever be the same
then one night, I remembered His love for me
and down that dusty road ahead I could see
and the only time, the only time I ever saw Him run
another song....
Take My Life
How many times have I turned away
The number is the same as the sand on the shore
But every time You've taken me back
And now I pray You do it once more.
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You Jesus
How many times have I gone astray
The number is the same as the stars in the sky
But every time You've taken me back
And now I pray You do it tonight
holding on to you.
10:33 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006
i'm blogging after so long.. hahaha.. yepz.. this is for grace.... i'l try realli hard to blog more often..anywayz.. yes.. grace, san and za left for uk on sat.. 2 days ago... was kinda telling myself it would be fine.. and it was fine.. until za left..i actually cried..haha.. must have been too much for me.. grace and za both leaving on the same day... was kinda reflecting about it... i feel sad that grace is leaving cause she's important to me as a friend with whom i share my thoughts with, who understands the things i go through, who is not quick to condemn...i guess you can say she's the one person i feel most comfortable being honest with... i feel sad that za is leaving cause there's kinda a finality in our frenship with her leaving. I guess we were never realli close in the sense that we tell each other everything but she's been there all this while for about 8 yrs.. now tt's a long time.. maybe i miss the familiarity... haha... habit is a dangerous thing... now tt she's gone.. everything tt links me to her is gone.. at the end of the day her relationship to me was a 8-yr long classmate?? maybe part of the gumi?? but the gumi is kinda broken up already..maybe at the end of the day the tears just flowed because pple were crying... i would like to think i'm not so emotionalanyway i went back that day and kevin told me i had to hand in my prewrite the next day... made my day worse... i forgot all about the prewrite...
holding on to you.
9:34 PM
