Sunday, February 27, 2005
the past two weeks i've just been so dejected and discouraged....sat svc was really gd.. feel refreshed and renewed.. our Lord is good!... i think He's really been trying to teach me bout dealing wid my emotions...
just two songs i've been dwelling on... Mercy Me.... thankus grace, ruth and shane for the cd :D
Spoken For
Take this world from me I don't need it anymore I am finally free My heart is spoken for
Oh and I praise you Oh and I worship you...
Covered by your love divine Child of the risen Lord To hear you say "This one's mine" My heart is spoken for
Now I have a peace I've never known before I find myself complete My heart is spoken for
Oh and I praise you Oh and I worship you...
By the power of the cross You've taken what was lost And made it fully yours And I have been redeemed By you that spoke to me Now I am spoken for
Take this world from me Don't need it anymore...
Crazy
Why I would I spend my life longing for the day that it would end.. Why would I spend my time pointing to another man.. Isn’t that crazy
How can I find hope in dying, with promises unseen.. How can I learn your way is better In everything I’m taught to be.. Isn’t that crazy
I have not been called to the wisdom of this world.. But to a God who's calling out to me.. And even though the world may think I'm losing touch with reality It would be crazy To choose this world over eternity
And if I boast let me boast Of filthy rags made clean And if I glory let me glory In my Savior's suffering Isn’t that crazy
And as I live this daily life I trust you for everything And I will only take a step When I feel You leading me Isn’t that crazy
I have not been called to the wisdom of this world.. But to a God who is calling out to me.. And even though the world my think I'm losing touch with reality It would be crazy To choose this world over eternity
Call me crazy You can call me crazy Call me crazy
I have not been called to the wisdom of this world.. But to a God who is calling out to me.. And even though the world may think that I'm losing touch with reality It would be crazy, It would be crazy, It would be crazy To choose this world over eternity
Isn’t That crazy.. Call me crazy You can call me crazy Call me crazy
and my girls were really great!... i was quite surprised by wat they did.... thankus to them too for the flowers, cake and cards... lol... too bad though they didn get to see me walk arnd in church wid tt bunch of flowers... btw just to comfort them - my relatives had a field day speculating... ah well :)
and yes... i finally plucked up the courage to apologise to tess for 1 yr of ignoring her... it really was by God's strength tt i penned tt letter... i guess wat i really need to deal wid is forgiving myself and putting down my pride to say i'm sorry.. thank u Lord for ur strength and courage..
to ferlin - u mean guys are attracted to me, cause i'm like a doormat? hello !?.... (btw.. i'm not offended....manz... i'm a doormat...aye.. tt's not true lah... so far i've accepted none of them..)
holding on to you.
9:47 PM
Friday, February 25, 2005
happy happy day..... received a lot of chocolates, cds.. yadayada ya....lalalala... just wanna wish shooj a happi b'day too!
high high high high high.. just wanna thank xj for treating me to dinner... the gumi for the cooking stuff and chocs... my wunderful classmates - wiggs, shooj, for their nice nice cds and careful and cool compilation, ruth, shane and grace for the cd i really really wanted and ruth once again for her lovely bottle.... big thank yous to you guys :D.....
tiredz and sleepyz.. shall go slp soon... happpy.. cell was great too!!!... brenda's gonna call later :) .. frm cell i found out i am a task oriented unstructured person :P ...haha..
holding on to you.
11:09 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
i shall write..under the influence of ferlin tt is.. i haven't been writing for way too long.. mayb i've been thinking of too little. nah.. i'm just too distracted.. thinkin of fri more than i really shud... i miss him quite a lot.
manz.. ferlin is taking dancing lessons... wat a sight!..haha.. oz sounds so much more exciting than sg... was chatting wid wei an just now... can't believe i chat more wid him when he's not in singapore... when he's a arnd we kinda exchange like mayb 1 sentence.
finding myself so incoherent and inadequate.. i'm thankful from the brk away frm za.. been really troubled recently..sch work, cca... perhaps.. missing frens
must tell myself to stop worrying.. right now it's hiromi hiromi hiromi... gdness she rocks totally... manz... pro..... and her music has funk
happy wid myself... i bought sj's pressie...
holding on to you.
10:42 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
learning to surrender.. cause until i'm learning tt lesson it's gonna bug me
must it really be as pas beck's says it must?
holding on to you.
11:39 PM
